Dreaming Big with the Artist Residency

I love a heart to heart with a friend about art, money, hospitality, big dreams, day jobs, the Inn’s Artist Residency, and more. I love it especially so when it’s with a pal like Ashley Rubell for a publication like Narratively!

illustration by Yunuen Bonaparte

This came out in the spring, but seemed fun to put it up here today since last night I welcomed our last cohort of Artists for the year!


Any artist will tell you there’s no one way, no linear approach to doing the things we dream of doing. Accepting that might be the truest act of creative freedom we can give ourselves as artists. Casey Scieszka, owner of the Spruceton Inn, a minimalist motel (“bed and bar”) tucked away in the Catskill Mountains that’s known for its annual artist residency, is an artist herself — a writer, to be exact. So when she set out to open a reimagined B&B, one that could in turn offer other artists the time and space to get away and work on their craft at no cost, many of those closest to her worried that she was giving up on her own artistic pursuits. But Casey was merely out to take a more creative approach to her ambitions.

Leaving the city for a quiet, rural landscape isn’t what typically comes to mind when thinking of ways to expand your creative network. But after traveling abroad with her now-husband for many years, Casey returned to Brooklyn (where she was born and raised) and quickly knew it wasn’t the right location for what she was looking to do. The Catskills, being one of the most accessible escapes for city dwellers — Casey included — eventually came to mind and when she saw an old motel-style bed and breakfast once previously owned by Arnold Schwarzenegger’s relatives and ripe for renovation, everything fell into place. 

In the 10 years since Casey has opened up the Spruceton Inn with her husband, author and illustrator Steven Weinberg, their artist residency has attracted many notable creative professionals such as Stephanie Danler, Carmen Maria Machado, Sari Botton, Ariel Aberg-Riger and many others. As a dear friend of mine, I often joke with Casey and say, “Who knew you would end up with so many talented, admirable writers and artists shuffling through your own backyard?!” But as it turns out, she’s always known. Read on to learn about how Casey built generosity into her business model and ended up producing space for her own creative work to flourish. 

Ashley: Tell me about the first time you had an immersive experience with a group of artists, and whether that was a part of what inspired you to start an artist residency. 

Casey: I went to pretty artsy schools all throughout my education in different places, so I had the opportunity to be in creative writing classes early on. Workshops were my first experience, which funnily enough, as much as I did like those, it was not at all what I wanted to do with the residency. What I was more interested in was what happens when you get out of your daily life experiences and you open up your mind and artistic eye differently.

Ashley: When did you first have the idea to open up an artist residency? Was that always a part of your original business plan with the inn?

Casey: When I was looking to open up the inn 10 years ago, I had a yellow legal pad of ideas of things I wanted to do. And on that first page, from day one, was always an artist residency. It was always a part of my vision. 

Ashley: As an artist yourself, how has opening the inn given you more or less space to write? 

Casey: I wanted to separate my financial well-being from my art. When Steven and I were living in Morocco, doing the hustle of freelance writing and graphic design, there was this abandoned riad (traditional boutique “hotel”) next door to where we were living. Every night when I was falling asleep, I would imagine buying it, renovating it and living there half the year and then having it be a hotel the other half, or an artist residency. When we got back to the states, that’s when I got out the legal pad and started dreaming and realizing that I wanted [to open the hotel]. It wasn’t an abandoning of art, although I really appreciate that Steven, my parents, my friends, people who had known me as an artist were all very concerned. They would ask, not even delicately, “You’re not giving up, right?” But this was actually my way of making realistic space for my art in a way that I thought would make me feel good long-term: financially, emotionally, all of it. 

It was then funny to move upstate and not have many people know about the artist side of me. I was only known for hospitality [as the owner of the inn]. But that other part, the artist, has always been chugging along… Running the artist residency is a huge part of it. Talking with other artists and having our backyard full of artists has been so inspiring. It keeps us in an art-making and art-appreciating frame of mind when otherwise daily life and business concerns are always threatening to take over. For instance, I might be going downstairs to fold laundry and catch sight through my window of someone heading to the barn with an armful of paintbrushes and it stops me in my tracks and makes me think, “Eff the laundry, I’m going to have another go at that scene that still isn’t sitting quite right.” And I’m so grateful for that! 

Having an inn where we can host this artist residency has been a gift to others, but Steven and I totally benefit from it, too. We get to be inspired by having artists around, we get to be inspired talking with them when they’re here. We stay in touch long after they’re gone and we get to enjoy the final product of their labor, a.k.a. all of their art! 

Ashley: Did you kick off the residency right away? And what types of artists do you accommodate?

Casey: We did it right away, yes. We host writers and 2D artists because A, that’s what Steven and I feel most qualified to judge, and B, that’s what’s most straightforward for someone to be working on in a little motel room. As much as I love large-scale sculpture, that’s just not gonna happen in one of our rooms!

I decided that we would do it in the winter. Every penny counted and I didn’t want to take away from high-season weekends. But I looked at this 10-room motel strip in the backyard and was like, this is a latent resource that’s just there. I thought, “What if we gave away one of the rooms one at a time all throughout the winter?” which was the slightly sleepier season.

One part of the residency’s design from day one was that it would always be just a week long. Part of this is practicality on our end, but the other big part is that as dreamy as a month-long residency sounds, most people can’t be gone that long from their other jobs or pets or loved ones. Although I will say, I love how there’s a variety of residencies popping up now that are family-friendly! 

Ashley: You and I chatted a couple years ago for a story in Tidal Magazine, mainly about how the pandemic has shifted the way you operate your business. You used to be open year-round, and the residency took place all winter long. Now you’re only open half the year. Can you tell us about how that shift also affected the way you operate the artist residency? 

Casey: After the pandemic, my main goal became a question of how much can I operate by myself? So we shifted to be open weekends only from Memorial Day through October. But that cut out the winter months when we normally ran the residency, and I wasn’t willing to give that up. At that point, everyone was so desperate for community, so we figured we would just try it for one year with a new model where, after we close for the regular season, we would have three small groups of six people coming one week at a time during the month of November, and see how that worked. And we loved it. We just did our third year of this version. It’s still small enough that you don’t feel like you’re at some giant party with a million people. And the base of the residency has never changed in that it’s a week long and we expect nothing of you. 

We also changed the application process. We used to have a 5,000-word submission and many more questions, like, “Why do you want this residency?” But most everyone needs it for the same reason, to get away from daily life.  The more applications we got, we just had to make it shorter because it takes too much time [to read them all]. So now we’ve made it super-duper short, refining which questions we ask.

And we used to not have Wi-Fi in the rooms. For the first six years, you had to come to the bar to get Wi-Fi. When we reopened, we put Wi-Fi in all the rooms because we were still doing social distancing. 

Ashley: How is the space set up in the current iteration, and how do you and Steven step in as hosts and facilitators to make this a conducive experience for such a wide range of artists? 

Casey: Because we had moved up to the Catskills from Brooklyn, my thought was to create a space where you could get away and isolate. You need to get your butt in the chair and not have any distractions. Each artist has their own solo room on eight acres of space.

November is one of those super back-and-forth months where it can be 30 degrees or 60 degrees in the sun, so people make use of the outside [when it’s conducive] and we have all the picnic tables, and then we also have the barn, which serves as a little local library for the neighborhood, as well. We leave one large table with a bunch of chairs in there and there’s the big old door that opens up to a view of the mountains. The patio is concrete so it warms in the sun, and that is the unspoken communal area. And we host a bonfire on the second night where folks can have some sips and people get to know each other a little bit. 

From there, each group really forms their own type of bond. I remember one of the first years, one group had a show-and-tell type of performance at the end, in the barn. Some groups get super tight and we can hear them chattering from the house, like, “family dinner in 10!” and with other people, it has a more lovely monkish feeling, where it’s very quiet and then you just see people every once in a while in passing and whispering to each other. It’s always different. But the solitude piece is still easily accessible and is still inherently an important part of the experience. 

Ashley: And, for the record, this is a free artist residency. 

Casey: Yes, people come up for free. That was the other thing I really wanted to do with this, always, from day one — make it so it was never going to cost people anything, not even an application fee.

Ashley: That’s such a rarity with artist residencies. How is this financially sustainable for you?

Casey: Being open half of the year and then giving away rooms for a month, it costs us more than it ever has to do this. But I stand by really wanting that to be my gift to the art world, and one of the many ways I want to support the arts. In the same way, we give away half of our bar profits to social and climate justice groups. It feels like too much money to be giving away, but that’s also the level of discomfort that I want because we can literally afford to do it. It’s worth it. 

Ashley: This acceptance of needing another business to float your creative pursuits is really interesting to me. As a writer who talks to so many other writers, I feel like we’ve all come to learn, you kind of need to keep that other job. And it sounds like you learned that early on in your journey, too. 

Casey: I think it scared people that this other part was not going to have anything to do with writing. But running the inn made it such that I had these 10 years to work on various manuscripts and then finally, with space and time, I was able to abandon books that just weren’t working and stick with the one that was.

Ashley: How many applicants do you typically get for the residency? How much has that grown since you started?

Casey: I remember being surprised by how many we got the first year. I’m sure we got at least over 50, if not 100. And then it’s just grown exponentially. It depends, too, on who of the previous artists really pushed [the application announcement] in their network that year. I think last year we had about 400 people apply. At this point we’ve had 96 artists stay with us over 10 seasons. 

Ashley: Your application opens up every August, which I know is a super busy season for you. I recall last year you were hosting a wedding at the inn, had just gotten back from your own travels and to top things off, you had also finished the manuscript for your first novel, The Fountain! Plus, you keep your two kids home in the summer… How on earth do you and Steven make the time to sift through 400 applications during such a busy season?

Casey: Like many people, we’re kind of like, the more on our plate, the more we actually get done, you know? We’re just operating at high-season speed. Steven and I read them separately. He likes to read the applications as they roll in one at a time and he keeps a mental list of people he’s excited about. And I prefer to just go whole hog in two days. Then we basically come together with a short list each to see which applicants overlap, and then Steven and I jockey for others. Once we’re looking over our lists together, we can say, “Remember this person?” and then we’ll start talking about their work more, and the more we talk about it together, the more we’re like, “That’s a really interesting project.” Some applicants are very well established and have lots of opportunities to go to other artist residencies. And maybe what they thought they were going to be working on [at the time of applying] was a little too open-ended compared to someone else where it’s like, this would be the big break for them. 

When grouping our residents, we do try to balance folks from different crafts if only because as helpful and fun as it can be to talk shop and shmooze about your industry and do the whole who-do-you-know-who-I-also-know thing, that can sometimes feel stressful, like extra pressure. People start comparing themselves, or get caught up in bemoaning the money-making aspect of their art. It’s much more exciting for us to be passively facilitating fireside conversations about general artistic process, inspiration and craft. Especially across different mediums. Sure, on the surface, a very serious photographer might not have a lot in common with a wacky children’s book author, but more often than not, they actually have loads to talk about because at the end of the day, they’re both artists. 

Ashley: Is there any other advice you’d impart to someone interested in starting or running an artist residency?

Casey: It’s really inspiring and overwhelming to process so many people’s artistic dreams. Figure out a way to go through applications that won’t drain you. And always keep in mind what the goal of your particular program is. Do you want to create a community between applicants? Sponsor time for emerging artists? Let that be your guiding star when you design the program, and fall back on it when you start to inevitably get lost in all the talent within the applications!

Congrats to our 2024 Spruceton Inn Artist Residents!

Check ‘em out!

In alphabetical order as pictured above:

Sasha Arutyunova, photographer / Tom Butler, photographer / Carly Ciarrocchi, writer / Lian Cho, writer & illustrator / Madeline Donahue, painter / Charlee Dyroff, writer / Rama Duwaji, illustrator / Delight Ejiaka, writer / Temim Fruchter, writer / Annelyse Gelman, poet / Abigail Glasgow, writer / Jessica Granger, screenplay writer / Colleen Hagerty, writer / Matt Huynh, visual artist / Megan Kakimoto, writer / Janet Manley, writer / Howard Meh-Buh, writer / Mimi Montgomery, writer / Erica Nelson, writer / free Pierre, poet / Stephen Dasen Pearce Sheffer, writer & performer / Darcey Steinke, writer / Emily Temple, writer / Erin Van Der Meer, writer

And here’s a little peek at some of their already-published work:

I’m gobsmacked. Every year! Absolutely gobsmacked every year by how much talent is out there. We received just over 500 applications this summer (!!) and Steven and I spent daaaaaaays reading and discussing and rereading and whittling our epic long list down to these twenty-four people.

Thank you so much to everyone who took the time to apply. I know it’s a short and free application but still, putting your art out there for something like this takes effort and heart and we are totally humbled and inspired by it. By you.

We’ve got just a few more weeks of regular business over here at the Spruceton Inn, and then we’ll cap off our season in November with four weeks of this Residency. It’s the BEST way to round out our year. I’m so excited to host all these amazing minds here.

I'm SO excited to announce...!

I’ve been pretty cagey with most of you about what I do with my time when I’m not running the Inn… “Oh we travel and I read and— what have you been reading lately?” I’ll say as I pour you another beer and hope you don’t prod me any further.

But here’s the rest of the honest answer: I’ve been writing a novel… and IT’S GOING TO BE PUBLISHED!

So many thank you’s to all the people who’ve helped me along the way— my family, my friends, my neighbors, my reading community, my writing community, my Inn guests, my agent, my editor, and more! I’m the one writing this book, but you are all a part of its story.

See ya next year!

Thank you SO MUCH for such a wonderful 2023 season at the Spruceton Inn! It absolutely flew by. We welcomed old friends and new, hosted art shows and Sunday Service story hours, celebrated our 10th year of business with a big o’ party in the barn, and got up to our usual itty-bitty bar shenanigans…!

Our calendar is currently closed to reservations. We’re running our annual Artist Residency program for the month of November then hibernating through the winter. We’ll reopen for the season again in May 2024.

Thank you again to all of you who came to stay and/or dropped by Room One for a sip of something this year. Plus an extra special shout-out to our super-duper repeats and our local Friday night bar regulars! I keep thinking about what I said in my toast at our 10 year party— this place is only as good as the people who visit. Thank you, thank you, thank you! I sincerely can’t wait to host you all again next year!

Congrats to the 2023 Spruceton Inn Artist Residents!

Julie Baumgardner, writer / Nicholas Day, writer / Jessica Goldstein, writer / Arti Gollapudi, writer & performer / Andy Griffiths, writer / Christina Hunt Wood, visual artist & writer/ Chukwuebuka Ibeh, writer / Ishita Jain, visual artist & writer / Joy Lazendorfer, writer / Rachel Mannheimer, poet / Kate McKean, writer / Roman Muradov, visual artist / Janelle Nanos, writer / Billy Recce, lyricist & composer / Alexandra Tanner, writer / Preeti Torul, writer & performer / Sarah Wheeler, writer

A sincere thank you to everyone who applied. We received just shy of 400 applications (!!) and while it’s always hard to choose, I swear, this year made for the hardest deliberations yet. Steven and I spent SO MANY HOURS reading everyone’s applications, poring over the writing samples, getting happily lost in the websites and online portfolios… It has been such a simultaneously humbling and inspiring experience.

I’m especially excited to announce the recipient of this year’s Tracy Kennard Emerging Writer’s Award: Arti Gollapudi.

Can’t wait to host everyone here at the Inn this November!

Late Summer Bookshelf

More great reads!

SMALL WORLDS by Caleb Azumah Nelson. Tender, poetic, and devastating reflections on family, home, love, and belonging. Such vivid description of the people who inhabit Ghanaian spaces in London and beyond.

BIRNHAM WOOD by Eleanor Catton. Radical agro-environmentalists, a knighted retiree, and a billionaire with a secret agenda all cross paths in New Zealand in this long totally entertaining read.

THE LOST WIFE by Susanna Moore. Based on the true story of a Minnesota Territory settler who is captured with her children during the Sioux Uprising of 1862. Stark and haunting in both style and content. Some absolutely gorgeous language.

ALL-NIGHT PHARMACY by Ruth Madievsky. Toxic sisterhood, substance abuse, mystics, hospital administration. This one lingered with me.

RIPE by Sarah Rose Enter. A black hole hovers near a young woman as she struggles to make meaning of her life at a soul-sucking Bay Area tech company .Come for the takedown of tech culture, stay of the narrator’s inner life as she unravels.

SHUBEIK LUBEIK by Deena Mohammed. Beautifully rendered Egyptian graphic novel set in in an alternate world where wishes are a real, extractable, regulated resource. It follows three premium-grade wishes sold from one old man’s kiosk. (And it reads right to left, back to front, as it was first published in Arabic.)

CURSED BREAD by Sophie Mackintosh. A moody portrait of an unlikely and twisted friendship between a baker’s wife and an American ambassador’s wife in a small French town after WWII. DON’T READ THE FLAP COPY ON THE BOOK as it gives away the ending in the first sentence?!

FAIR PLAY by Tove Jansson. An absolutely delightful, slim little collection of stories following two artists and their love for each other and their work. I felt inspired and uplifted for days after reading! I am in such awe that she can create such great work for both children and adults alike.

WATCH US DANCE by Leila Slimani. Second book in a trilogy based on her family history, this one takes place after Moroccan independence from the French in the 60s as the characters—like the country at large—struggle with reconciling their dreams with their reality, their traditions with their modern ambitions. The wide cast of characters gives you a very satisfying variety of experiences to follow.

10 Year Party!

Thank you SO much to everyone who came by to celebrate 10 years of the Spruceton Inn with us! To say we had fun is quite the understatement.

There were neighbors! Inn guests! Old friends! New friends! Snacks! Pizza! Barefoot dancing! Soooo many bottles of bubbly!

We even had a little awards ceremony where we gave out Spruceton Inn Certificates and prizes for things like our “Most Regular Bar Regulars” and “Most Stays Ever”.

Like I said I person during these toasts, THIS PLACE IS ONLY AS GOOD AS THE PEOPLE WHO VISIT IT. So while yes, Steven and I have put a lot of love into the Inn over the past decade (!!), we owe so much its success to all of you. So, thank you! You all have very literally made a dream of mine come true.

Here’s to many more celebrations!

2023 Artist Residency Applications are OPEN!

It’s that time of year again…!

Check out details on the Inn’s website here and/or our Substack here.

And a big thank you to everyone who came out for our Upstate Art Weekend show last weekend featuring work from ALL 79 Artist Residents! I took zero pictures of any visitors (too busy chatting!), but here’s a little peek at what it looked like in the barn:

Looking forward to reading your applications!

May & June Reads

More good ones!

I am only a little embarrassed to say I picked up WALKING PRACTICE by Dolki Min because of the cover. I bought it and read it because it’s raunchy and dark and totally bizarre and every once in a while I love to just go somewhere super weird with a read and think with satisfaction, as I close the book upon finishing it, Man, I would have never come up with a story like that.

My friend passed along I’M GLAD MY MOM DIED by Jeannette McCurdy around and I found myself reading it—I kid you not— at the playground on Mother’s Day. I KNOW! I made sure to hide the cover from onlookers. It’s as compulsively readable as everyone says. I was particularly moved by the early chapters about her young childhood before she got into being a child/teen star and all the messiness that came with. She does such a good job capturing the mindset of a tiny kid so desperate to please.

My dad loaned me ERASURE by Percival Everett and I’m so glad he did! A real gets-you-thinking-about-art-and-publishing kind of novel. The main character felt so real to me, just writing this right now had me thinking, Hm I wonder what he’s up to right now? as if he were a real person I’ve met before. The kind of book that makes you feel smarter after reading, like you’re absorbing someone else’s intelligence through reading osmosis.

Made a real 180 and dipped into Book 4 of Sarah J Maas’ series for A COURT OF FROST AND STARLIGHT. It was so feel-good compared to the other books in the series it felt almost like a Hallmark Xmas movie interlude, BUT then I read her afterward about how when she was writing this manuscript her father had a serious health scare and she gave birth so she really just needed to write something a little more gentle and hopeful and I thought Hells yeah Sarah J Maas, you write whatever you want, you KNOW we are all here for it. You better believe I’m going to finish the series next month and get Book 5.

I saved THE GUEST by Emma Cline for a whirlwind trip Steven and I took to Italy. (I officiated our friends’ wedding in Tuscany and yes it was as dreamy as it sounds, though it also HAILED for an hour right after the ceremony?!) I knew I would want to devour it given the nerve-wracking premise and I absolutely did. It’s summer reading at its finest. Fancy Hamptons? Check. A shady past? Check. A totally unlikeable main character who keeps making worse and worse choices but magically keeps your readerly attention? Check!

I also bought Samantha Irby’s latest book QUIETLY HOSTILE at the airport bookstore because I knew I’d want some laughs, and laughs I got. Man, she just cracks. Me. UP. I will read anything she writes. Anything! Send me your grocery lists Irby!

I read LITTLE EYES by Samantha Schweblin in the 25 hours it took us to get home from Italy. (1 boat, 2 trains, 1 tram, 2 planes, 1 shuttle, and 1 three-hour long drive!) It’s creepy in a kind of Black Mirror-ish way aka showing you how different make make tender and/or terrifying choices with the same technology.

YELLOWFACE by R.F. Kuang is a publishing world thriller, a genre I didn’t even know I needed! I absolutely ripped through this one. I love when delusional narrators lie to themselves and I love freaky tales of plagiarism. This one felt so particular to this era of book making right now. It makes me want to read Kuang’s other previously published books and see what else she’s nailed on the head.

10 Years Already?!

Like I said on Instagram the other week:

It’s our TENTH season running the Inn this year. Over the past decade we’ve changed a lot (hello kids! hello so many other nuanced and kind impossible things to list right here right now!), the Inn has changed (remember when we were open 7 days a week all year long and the bar was poppin every night until 11pm?), the Catskills have changed (there are approximately 100 million more hotels and Airbnbs), and omg THE WHOLE WORLD HAS CHANGED (I can’t even begin to list those differences, we’ve all lived them— the good and the excruciatingly bad).

Adorable and completely staged family photo by Anna Wolf for Tidal Mag. Well, it is authentic in that these are some of our legitimately favorite things: picnics, painting, snacks, pretty dresses.

You know what hasn’t changed here though? The beauty of Spruceton Valley, the humbling majesty of the Milky Way we see out here every night, aaaaand you. Well no, you’ve changed over these last ten years too. But only for the better. What I’m really saying is, this place is made of and made for our guests and you all are the F*CKING BEST. Our stayed-here-20-times “repeat” guests, our annual regulars, our local bar patrons, our folks-who’ve-been-following-on-the-’gram-still-waiting-for-the-right-weekend-to-come-up… So thank you— all of you!—for making the Spruceton Inn the place I love so much. Here’s to much more together!

April Reads

Read four goodies this month.

THE CHINESE GROOVE by Kathryn Ma was so charming and funny. Loved the narrator. Loved the themes of immigration and expectation and family. One of those books that can feel light and amusing while also having some emotional heft.

I listened to DRIVE YOUR PLOW OVER THE BONES OF THE DEADS by Olga Torkarczuk and highly recommend the experience! Hearing the narrator’s voice made all of her observations about rural life, aging, sexism, and more hit home that much more intimately. It was delightfully eerie and ultimately went somewhere I didn’t expect but found quite satisfying.

WOMEN TALKING by Miriam Toews was harrowing and fascinating. It felt like a play in the best way. I went down the rabbit hole and watched the movie then read a bunch of articles the premise is based on (an isolated Mennonite community experiences mass sexual violence) and it was intense to say the least.

It’s when a while since I settle down with a big fat epic and CLOUD CUKCOO LAND by Anthony Doer definitely scratched that itch. Very impressed that he managed so many storylines and kept them each so interesting and (ultimately) connected. A book lover’s book.

March Reads

My March reads were all over the map in topic and style.

AMERICA REDUX: VISUAL STORIES FROM OUR DYNAMIC HISTORY by Artist Resident Ariel Aberg-Riger is a gold star BANGER. Like Howard Zinn and Maira Kalman had a book-baby but better. It’s gorgeous and brilliant, will make you question everything you think you’ve understood about this history. Every American should read it, no hyperbole.  

I had the distinct honor of first reading YOU WERE ALWAYS MINE by Spruceton Valley neighbor and all around hilarious and talented gal Jo Piazza & Christine Pride back when it was still a Word Doc work-in-progress. Like their previous novel together, this one tackles super complex relationships and race, this time centering on the fate of an abandoned baby.  

I had to hop on the LESSONS IN CHEMISTRY by Bonnie Garmus train and see what the fuss was all about and let me tell you, it’s a delightful ride. Feminism meets chemistry meets cooking meets a brilliant dog.  

WALK THE VANISHED EARTH by Erin Swan (which was edited by a Spruceton Inn Artist Resident!) is a post apocalyptic space epic spanning hundreds of years with multiple story lines that come together in a verrrrry satisfying way. Now I want someone to turn it into a tv mini series I can watch!

Omg guys, TAMPA by Alissa Nutting is NOT for the faint of heart! A cheery but absolutely gruesome novel about a 20-something middle school teacher and the 14 year old students she tries to seduce. It’s still haunting me. But I’m here for anything Nutting writes.

Went back to Austin!

Steven and I went back to Austin and it was sooooo fun. Just three nights, but not in the middle of a serious pandemic crisis? And with the little ones back East with their grandparents? It felt like THREE WEEKS of tacos and two-stepping.

We stayed at the lovely little Hotel San José on South Congress, same neighborhood we “lived” last year for a few months so we felt right at home. Such a different kind of trip to just be hitting up all your old haunts vs. constantly researching spots and how to get there etc. Extra lovely to get a big dose of sunshine as spring out here in the Catskills is really just winter with more mud. (I say with some affection.)

All that said, in some ways it feels like summer is just around the corner because I’m opening up our Spruceton Inn summer and fall reservations THIS FRIDAY!

February Reads

February was a good one for my bookshelf!

BIG SWISS by Jen Beagin. What happens when a 40-something year old woman calls off her ten year engagement, moves into a 1700’s farmhouse in Hudson that’s very literally falling apart, gets a job as a transcriber for the one sex and relationship therapist in town, then uses what she knows from these supposedly anonymous sessions to befriend one of those clients? Well, if Jen Beagin writes it, it’s dark, horny, hilarious magic, that’s what.

IF I SURVIVE YOU by Jonathan Escoffery. Such a tender read about a kid growing up in Miami with this Jamaican born parents and the visceral pain of feeling misunderstood and like there’s nowhere you fully belong. Weeks later I’m still thinking about the characters, wondering what they’re doing “now”.

OLGA DIES DREAMING by Xochitl Gonzales. I came for the gentrifying Brooklyn storyline, I stayed for the lesson in Puerto Rican politics, and I stayed up late blowing through pages for the interpersonal dramas of a high end wedding planner’s journey of self-discovery along side her politician brother.

REALLY GOOD, ACTUALLY by Monica Heisey. Didn’t think a book about young divorce could be this funny!

BLACK CAKE by Charmaine Wilkerson. Listened to this one during all my drives this month and was totally hooked by the family secrets, intergenerational drama, and Caribbean history.

ELEMENTS OF SURPRISE by Vera Tobin. At her reading at the The Golden Notebook, Jen Beagin said this very brainy, technical book booked helped her write BIG SWISS so obviously I had to give it a go.

THE DAYS OF AFREKETE by Asali Solomon. One of those books that makes you think about how time moves slowly then so suddenly, about how easy it is to wake up and look around and wonder, “Who have I become?” A book full of such yearning, asking questions about bisexuality, Black displacement in Philly, and what wealth does and doesn’t do to your heart.

EMBASSY WIFE by Katie Crouch. A satirical but juicy look at the embassy scene in Nairobi. It gave me real flashbacks to my Fulbright time in Mali— the hierarchies of “ex-pats”, locals’ views on the Peace Corps, and just how damn hot it was all the time.

THE PACHINKO PARLOR by Elisa Shea Dusapin. Moody, anxious, terribly lonely. A young Korean woman who’s grown up in Switzerland visits her Korean-born grandparents who’ve lived in Japan for the past fifty years running a Pachinko parlor to prepare them to visit Korea for the first time since they left.

BODYWORK by Melissa Febos. Listened to this one for book club and it birthed a really rad convo about the slippery nature of “truth” in any kind of personal narrative, about the sidelining of female memoir as “navel gazing”, and the dangers and beauty of auto-art as therapy.

Lately

Some snow, some NYC time, so much fun with neighbors.

January Bookshelf

I popped into a lot of short story collections this month: THE BEST AMERICAN SCIENCE FICTION edited by Rebecca Roanhorse, SEVEN EMPTY HOUSES by Samanta Schwerin, and GET IN TROUBLE by Kelly Link. All of them were spooky in their own ways which was, I guess, what I was in the mood for to kick the year off?? * shrugs *

I also read a super smart, gorgeous essay collection: THE CRANE WIFE by CJ Hauser. That title essay in particular is real banger.

As for the novels—

FIRE SEASON by Leyna Krow reminded me of Anna North’s OUTLAWED in a good way. Think Wild West with a tiny dash of magic.

I haven’t read a good old fashioned historical fiction in ages so THE MARRIAGE PLOT by Maggie O’Farrell really hit the spot. The language was delicious and it did such a good job of being way more than a spunky-princess-can’t-abide-by-the-suffocating-reality-of-court-life story. Be sure to read the afterword.

SOURDOUGH by Robin Sloan was cheery and spunky (just like his other one, MR. PENUMBRA’S 24 HOUR BOOKSTORE). Made me miss Steven’s sourdough baking! (We were on the road without his starter.)

And MILK FED by Melissa Broder was absolutely bananas and brilliant and bizarrely erotic. Who knew mother-daughter relationships, Judaism, disordered eating, and frozen yogurt could be so sexy?? Melissa Border. That’s who. (Have you read her other one THE PIECES yet? Also filed under “bananas and brilliant and bizarrely erotic”.)

Sunshine & Big Rocks

We snuck off to Palm Springs and Joshua Tree for a few weeks of sunshine and big rocks and DAMN was it fun!

We started in out in Desert Hot Springs just 20 minutes away from Palm Springs at a house rental with Steven’s whole fam. Then we popped out to 29 Palms (where we stayed at the sweet and quirky 29 Palms Inn), then Pioneer Town (where we all piled into one room at the very cute and only joint in town the Pioneer Town Motel), then Joshua Tree proper (in a house we rented via Homestead Modern).

The highlight of course was the park itself because HOLY GUACAMOLE guys— those rocks! That blue sky! Those weird Dr. Seuss Joshua Trees! We’d been once before one hundred years ago (ok, fifteen years ago) to rock climb, but it was even more stunning than I remembered.

I’ve got a Stories Highlight on my Instagram profile of our favorite spots if you’re looking for recs. All in all I 10/10 recommend the area for a trip!

2022 Reads

I never used to keep lists of what I’ve read, but now that I put my reads up in my Instagram Stories I’ve got a whole photo diary of ‘em! Swapping book recs with folks there is my favorite part of that whole stinkin app right now. DM’ing with authors too. I love to be able to send instantaneous fan mail.

Big shout out to my friends/fam who wrote some truly stellar non-fiction this year: DIRTBAG, MASSACHUSETTS by Isaac Fitzgerald, BAD SEX by Nona Willis Arnowitz, UNSETTLING by Elizabeth Weinberg, and HYSTERICAL by Elissa Bassist. I’m so proud of all of you!

More big shout outs to this year’s reads by our Spruceton Inn Artist Residents! ESSENTIAL LABOR, by Angela Garbes, THE RED ZONE by Chloe Caldwell, THAT’S DEBATABLE by Jen Doll, AND YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF by Sari Botton, KNOW MY NAME by Chanel Miller, SELF CARE by Leigh Stein, WE DO WHAT WE DO IN THE DARK by Michelle Hart, and SELF-PORTRAIT WITH NOTHING by Aimee Potwokta.

And a little extra love to DAWN OF EVERYTHING (David Graeber and David Wengrow) for completely rearranging how I view human history, to THE EMPLOYEES (Olga Ravn) for being so wonderfully weird, NEW ANIMAL (Ella Baxter) for lingering with me long after I finished reading, THE RABBIT HUTCH (Tess Gunty) for making me take out a pencil and underline all those absolutely perfect descriptions, and THE COURT OF ROSES AND THORNS (Sarah J. Maas) for reminding me the sexy genre reads can be such great fun.

Now, off this laptop and back to my latest read in front of the wood stove!

Lately

Fall was a whirlwind having the Inn open and both kids in school for the first time ever. It meant that for several months someone had to be somewhere EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. OF. THE. WEEK. Not to mention it’s been germ soup. And with me running the Inn solo without any employees, it was borderline unsustainable, so we’ll see what we decide about next year…!

All that said, this place is so damn beautiful. Nothing quite like Mother Nature to keep you grounded.